I don’t know if it’s struggling through the covid pandemic or the many stresses of this year, but I’ve felt flat and uninspired recently. At times I’ve compared it to a flower that someone has burnt to the stem that can’t find a way to grow again. It’s been really hard for me because I feel like when I’m not creative, I’m not myself. I’m not sure how I am going to solve it, but I want to find my path back, especially so I don’t let 10 year old Olivia down.